weak

a fren jus talked to me about "what u're living for", you know, those kind of epiphany-inducing conversations.

i realise that to my horror, i have been ok with fading away quietly for so long. i'm not even a tiny speck in this universe. and i believe we're all goin to die and something better advanced will take our place, kinda like us takin over the dinosaurs. so where's the sense in that?

but after speakin to him, it makes me driven. to really go for the things you want in life and achieve it.

how ironic our turn of topics went.

i think i sld be a Buddhist real soon. i need to be at peace with myself and the world.

i am so w.e.a.k.