王菲 - 冷战 / Sincerity

无声之中怎可知真拥紧你
如触摸一堆飘忽空气
眼看无数个问号被静默的你吻去
只好自欺
从不敢不忍心识穿你
据闻你与那默剧艺人恋上了
我也学别人静静地演我这套戏
亦不愿分离
相对不发一言
似是你共我有了默契
永不要幼稚的骂战
但表情彼此表情悄悄地暗示这是冷战
多少年
共对亦无言
流言风一般于身边一声一句
从不听不讲不想一句
怕会无意揭露
令人难圆场的证据
怎可面对
无声之中将心声踩碎
变成最有趣默剧艺人不怨怼
永远静静地寂寞地演你爱侣
别管你想谁
相对不发一言
似是你共我有了默契
永不要幼稚的骂战
但表情彼此表情悄悄地暗示这是冷战
多少年
直到目前
我爱你你也爱我
这个你我过去也听过说过
破裂过厌弃过怨过伤过变过你
我却永远怕说破
冷战再冷战再冷战
一错再错我却爱上这个错
怪责你揭破你放弃你可会使我好过
流言风一般于身边一声一句
从不听不讲不想一句
怕会无意揭露
令人难圆场的证据
怎可面对
无声之中将心声踩碎
变成最有趣默剧艺人不怨怼
永远静静地寂寞地演你爱侣
别管你想谁
相对不发一言
似是你共我有了默契
永不要幼稚的骂战
但表情即使表情也似没有话说
没有话说没有话说像冷战
多少年
共对亦无言
彷佛多少年
欲爱但忘言
欲爱但忘言
让你走过眼前

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what is "friendship"?
it eludes me with each passing year, as our perception changes with increasing age.
i've come to realise it's not the number of years we've known each other.
it's also not the close proximity of our homes.
it's not even that someone to whom i can talk endlessly with.
friends are those who supports me in what i set out to do.
friends are those who accept me for my flaws, and for who i am.
friends are those who trust me with their secrets.
friends are those whom i can entrust my secrets upon, wholeheartedly.
friends are those who bothers to keep in touch with me.

with that,
thanks to my batch mates from the prom committee from the last 2 yrs, for standing by me and sacrificing their time and efforts in the name of friendship on top of love for CSS.
thanks to Shawn for always making me laugh in the toughest time, and for always tryin to be the bigger person by doing what pleases everyone. like act high at ktv when everyone is half dead. i can never do the larger-than-life things u do. and for cam-whoring with me.
thanks to PJ for the talks, the debates, and for listening to my ramblings.
thanks to bitch, for always askin me out to catch up, askin me to learn bike (which i flew kite and electric guitar, etc etc. u encourage my self-improvement streak.
thanks to becca for being the most enthusiastic person in the crowd without fail, and for takin so many muse-worthy pics of me, and for trying to be the most understanding person.
thanks to aiwei, whom i love for the brutal honesty, and for the trust. i know i can always count on u for honesty =)
thanks to zif, for taking care of me in sch and keeping in touch.
thanks to quin, my movie buddy, and shu, one of the coolest frens i know.




hahahahah i must be emo to write such a political entry. half these ppl wont even read, but i just wana say thank you to them. u make me feel at home. of course there's a bit more, but shall leave them to next time.

Happy Birthday "Susan" Tan Jiing Shyuan!

i was reading a few essays by the kids i tuition, and cant help but laughing at some of the stuff they wrote. here's the best one.

on whether it is unethical to use animals for tests, and if it should be outlawed, one wrote:

"However, without doing all these things, humans would hardly advance and be forever stuck in this current abyss."

this line turned out to be ironic, and funny. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHYUAN!!
(one of the rare times i use your real name hahahha)

我愛蔡琴 之. . .

i never knew that listening to 蔡琴 in a cafe can be such a relaxing experience. i went in feeling damn tired, carryin a heavy laptop, jacket, big file, and all. but i was awaken by the music. her voice is like smooth milk on a thirsty night, effortlessly encompasses so much emotions that never fails to make me feel melancholic and pensive.

i was happy today, surprised by an act of kindness, until my bitter mum showed me face yet again. sigh. what goes around comes around.

王菲 - 单行道

作 曲 : 伍佰 　　作 词 : 林夕

一路上有人坐在地铁张望擦身而过的广告
有人怕错过每段躲不过的新闻报导
一路上有人能白头到老有人失去青春少年
有人在回忆中微笑也有人为了明天而烦恼

一路上有人付出虔诚为不认识的陌生人祈祷
有人过了一辈子只为一家几口每天都吃饱
一路上与一些人拥抱一边厢与一些人绝交
有人背影不断澎涨而有些情境不断缩小

春眠不觉晓
庸人偏自扰
走破单行道
花落知多少
跑不掉

每个人都是单行道上的跳蚤
每个人皈依自己的宗教
每个人都在单行道上寻找
没有人相信其实不用找

一路上有人太早看透生命的线条命运的玄妙
有人太晚觉悟冥冥中该来则来无处可逃
一路上有人盼望缘份却不相信缘份的必要
一路上那青春小鸟掉下长不回的羽毛

The Romantic Movement

"The distinction was a reminder of two models of desire; on the one hand, the autonomous decision that 'I like this restaurant because the food tastes good to me,' and on the other, the imitative thought that 'This restaurant must be good because everyone I know thinks it so.'

In the former case, a direct line linked desire to the object.
In the latter example, desire was first filtered through intermediary channels, the review pages of the newspapers or the mouths of the celebrated."
- from The Romantic Movement by Alain de Botton

I finally got down to reading this book. (Seems like i always use "finally got down to" when it comes to books. so much to read yet so little chance and time)this is one of the most entertainin books i've read in recent time. I remember Paul Chow giving us extracts from Kiss and Tell back in JC days, and Mr de Botton's words were so succint yet deep in its psychological analysis and references. This book chronicles a couple's relationship, from singleton to hooking up and so on, with intermitten references to art, philosophy and pop culture.

CSS Seniors' Prom 2008

I was equally surprised, yet touched when i saw the link.
i know it sounds silly, but i was soooooo happy when i saw it. ALMOST to the point of tearing.

cssprom08.blogspot.com

Do visit to show your support. It's bigger, better, and so much more promising than what we had last year. i love the whole layout and elegance of it.

this is a promising start =)

"see you at the Prom." =)

mee fen poster boy

"u're back in sch for wat?"
"oh, prom."
"AGAIN?!"

That's the usual response I get when I tell people that i am still involved in my sec sec prom. i've been getting this response for the past 3 years that i've been doing this, but somehow, recently, the same response that has been given felt like a sting more than anything. in the past, i would be proud and treat it as if it's nothing wrong or ashamed or shy about. now, i'm not so sure if it's the workload, whether i'm not the chairperson so my supposed responsibility to feel proud is gone, or that it has become a chore that got me feeling this way.

this year, i am also involved in jjc's prom. i agreed initially not knowing that it will consume me. i've since been tasked with an important role, and moving things along with the juniors seem like climbing a very steep mountain. towards JJC, it's not about a passion or a sense of loyalty to the school. i treat my job as a nurturing role for the juniors to guide them along. i see potential in them, but yet it gets tiring trying to inspire them, motivate them, or even get them to do things with their busy schedule. i'm also stuck in a position which warrents me no authority over them. personally, that is my challenge.

my passion of course still lies in CSS. this year i am not heading the committee, but still hanging around to help out just in case. there's many new faces, which is a paradox. we've always wanted new blood. but then i get worried that they might not be up to the challenge. therefore, that is, unknowingly, a challenge i have seemingly undertaken silently.

well, one of the plus points of going back to JJC is eating the mee fen, which is still selling at $0.80 / $1. but tt's not the main point. it's still delicious la.

5 years ago.


2 days ago.



anyway, i've got a new tagboard. i've kinda been wanting to know who is reading. so do tag along.

不犯戒

I havent been feeling very well recently. My piece of mind is not at ease. Last week I thought my mind will be cleared once I finish my overdue assignment. In fact, I have the same thought everytime. But seems like my mind likes to play tricky brain games with me. It's just a front, a state of mind, to get my lazy ass out and about to finishing my assignment.

my personal promise to myself, without making myself seem like a fool if i do not get to fulfill this, is to do a Masters degree overseas. Recently I've been thinking about this alot. I think I need the exposure, the experience, and the chance to get away. Of course, I also need the cash. Everything aside, this shall be a personal goal.

I've also promised myself to be a better writer. I need to be good at what I do, and currently I am disgusted at the state of my language. Language is power. No, I do not desire the capability to power up a lighthouse. I just need to feel assertive and confident about myself.

But this comes with the pithole of being an intellectual snub.



raging against pitholes, raging against the heart of darkness. we're all sane, but arent we all insane in our own ways?

I need to stop reading Batman comics. hahahahahahah.

sigh

Beach / 棋子

I went to the beach again. The last time I stepped foot on sand and volleyball was in 2004 or so, and it's been such a long time. I still do not have a huge fancy for it. But I don't hate it. It's a love-hate relationship I guess.

Bec chingy jac yien yuxian james OXT were there. it felt more like a picnic initially, with delicious salmon in mayo, and my self-made egg mayo.

after which we went to sing ktv, + sheena, - OXT and James. we 'Healed the world' again towards the end, and I played Barbra in 'tell him' with yien. hahahahaa. it was hilarious. i also got emotional durin 'Eyes on Me'.




i realise i like to sing Carly Simon's 'you're so vain' when someone does something that i disapprove of. i need to get it off me before it consumes me. i've been at this for too long. far too long. so where's my sense of dignity after all these while. i need closure. and permanent memory loss.

纯情
忘掉了爱你的感觉
天天相聚天天玩乐
我竟不发觉幸福寄托
来自吃喝与挥霍
宁愿到那天边海角
不必生活在大银幕
然後只得你和只得我
如像最美满主角
无论世界怎讲都不发觉
为何没法重拾那些简单的恋爱
是否那些纯真岁月都不再
谁让我一生都开心快乐继续纯情
谁又可保证甚么保证吻一生不会清醒
谁又会假天真初恋那样那样纯情
谁人愿意去听谁想多听现代爱情
情欲里有太多恩怨
相恋失恋多么混乱
本不应再怨
但偏要怨
还在计较那亏损
其实各有各的打算
可惜关系未断还断
宁愿只得你和只得我
无谓有太多挑选
不再纯情
从此不再纯情

for the woman and yao-nies

Woman, Happy belated Leo birthday!
though we've only known each other for less than 6 months, I feel like i've told you each and every bit of myself already. thanks for the friendship. and encouragements. =)

shudup. i posted this pic cos its the onli one i have.





and 2 of the most important men in my life,

Shawn Yap Tian Long the yaonie



Ong Qiu Jie the yaonie


HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!
such a coincidence u both have the same birthday hahahha.
thanks for the friendship.
yaonie 1, see u at our much-belated KTV. SING TO THE DAWN MAN! start counting down to the day u see civilian light! see you in the outside world! Huat ah!

yaonie 2, the secret spiller. the pimple king. the lit dude the Yorker. the clubber.=P so multi faceted and talented! hahahaha. having a splendid time in Taiwan while i rush my assignment lorrr. darmn. anw hope u had a blast. come back and fill up the void! =)

all the best to my 3 great friends. friends for life.

you know . . .

you know life sucks when. . .

1) u're reading about other people's holidays through their blog and knowing u'd NEVER get to enjoy that kind of luxury.

2) u're sleepin at 4am.

3) u're not exercising but getting fat

4) u haven start that assignment that is due tomorrow

5) u det annoyed at anything everyone does

6) u feel alone, not dignified

7) u're blogging about how life sucks.





i use to think that as long as i am happy, life would be good enough. i will have nothing to worry about as long as what i do makes me happy. as long as it gives me satisfaction. as long as it doesnt "hurt" anyone in the meantime. I've grown to learn that it's not enough just being happy. It's a very selfish thought. who's to define "hurt" if what makes u happy makes someone worse off? what if grabbing that favourite candy of yours denies another kid who is crying of having it?

now, that's a bad example, but the point is there. while we cant foresee the future and make amends for that crying kid, within our means we can prevent hurt to others around us. intentional hurt in the name of happiness is never fair.

i'm beginning to hate ramblin epiphanies like these.

my JAM-ming session

i was at Jam 蕭敬騰's autograph session this afternoon. I wasnt a big fan, but now I'm a newly converted 蕭幫 (no la I didnt join the fanclub of the same name). Initially I thought his album was the worst out of the 3 who came out of the singing competition. Aska's album, the first to be released, was packed with so many souvenir, and the album had a clear music and artistic concept. Sadly, as much as his live performance was up to standards, his controversies since his debut marred his success. In person, Aska felt fake and contrived, right down to the words he use. He stopped a song 3 times during the intro, a few lines into the verse, claiming that he was not in the mood yet. I suspect it was just a case of forgetting the lyrics and needing 3 times to remind himself. It seems he does that often.

However, it should primarily be about the music. I bought the album nonetheless because there's some great songs in there.

Yoga 林宥嘉's album was my favourite out of the 3. It was an eclectic mix of genres befitting of the reputation "the-kid-who-sang-ulu-songs" he garnered during the competition, which eventually led him to the crown. He made famous a few old and unknown songs during the competition. But what I love best about the album was how well produced it was. Yoga had an active role in the production, in writing, and in backing vocals. the artistic concept of the album was cohesive and fresh, relevant to the album name "mystery". His live performance was not always steady, but there's a raw energy in his performance unmarked by typical industry vocal coaching or singing postures. it was a very freestyle way of performing, and he's witty to boot.

I didnt like 蕭敬騰's album initially. Lee Wei Song and his brothers didnt do him justice. He had no parts in the background vocals, the songs were catchy but incohesive. there wasnt a very clear sense of style and the way with which he was going (perhaps that can be counted as "one way" as well). It leaned slightly to the rock side, but there werent enough rock songs there to cement his style. There were minor flaws (like how he seemed to be spitting at one point, his diction wasnt clear, which made him seem unsure of what he was singing), but the biggest was how badly the album was packaged. both from Warner Music, Aska's debut had tons of freebies like a calendar and a photo book to attract fans. but for Jam's, there were none! just 11 songs and one album. the album design looks cheap and without focus. The only saving grace, therefore, was his voice.

Thankfully, the second version was a superb edition with a bonus concert dvd and live CD! AND the cover looked stunning.

But of cos, I was won over by his live performance. It was even better than listening to the album! he had such concern over the way he sings that you rarely see him with his eyes open, nor move beyond 10 steps on stage. the times he werent talkin seemed to be an energy-conserving method that was released during his electrifying songs, most examplified by 王子的新衣, my favourite from the album. LOVE.
(he lowered the key a lil thou. pity). but the best part was his handshake. he gave everyone a SUPER FIRM handshake that lasted even after i loosen my grip, and he'd look at you personally and say thanks. now, not everyone has a firm handshake, and his was definitely an appreciative one. you can tell. when he thanked people, he would do a 90degree bow like a Japanese. another thing i like was how frank he was. he reminded me of faye Wong, whose answers always made the reporter or host look stupid for having ask such a qns. for eg:

yes 933fm DJ peifen: so u're learning the guitar?
Jam: yup
peifen: are u learning to write songs on ya guitar?
jam: yup
peifen: so what have u written with ya guitar?
jam: erm, songs?

*crowd breaks into laughter.
not verbatim, but tt's roughly how it went.

I was at the autograph session with Ash and her sista, who was a fan. quite a bit of hilarious stuff happened today, despite the drizzle.

this auntie over here is seen taking a picture of Jam, and the personal is holding something similar to a red packet. For those who've been to autograph sessions, you should know the strictly-no-cameras on stage policy, but this auntie just kept snapping despite the personels warning and pulling her away! on her left, not included in this pic, was another auntie (her friend), tryin desperate to take a pic WITH Jam. The ang pow was given by this second auntie.




We were very very lucky to see Wayne fr Warner music at the session, and he gave us VIP tickets to the Dragonfly showcase! WOOTS! i was worried that i couldnt enter in slippers and berms, and was all ready to purchase one even if i have to. turns out we can enter! and over at Dragonfly, we met the 2 aunties again!

this was the second auntie. apparently, SHE'S THE MOTHER OF THE FIRST AUNTIE AND SHE IS 70 YRS OLD. we were sitting at one side waiting for our ticket to arrive, when she walked over and i very shamelessly asked her questions about her stage stint. she told me she's a Singaporean married to a Taiwanese. she gave Jam perfume and just wanted to take a photo, but they didnt allow. she said "lian2 lao3 ren2 dou1 bu2 fang4 guo4!", which means "even old ladies also cannot be lenient". she didnt mention about the ang pow, so i asked her: "auntie, how much was in the angpow?!"
Ash called my name by the side, seeming disturbed at my audacity to ask such a qns hahahaha. the auntie was surprised i saw it, and ask me to guess how much. hahah. here's wat we said:
Auntie: "only one piece"
me: "50bucks?"
auntie: where got so little?
me: u give Taiwan dollar of SGD?
auntie: $100
me: 100 SGD?
auntie: ya
me: give him SGD for wat? he go Taiwan how to spend?
auntie: -

then auntie began to ramble about how she was in front of the queue at KENJI WU's DRAGONFLY showcase (she was there!), and how it's her 40 yr old daughter who wanted to watch instead of her. the rest of the time she was complaining about the long Q and blaming her daughter for askin her to come ("ask u dun come liao u still come"), which i thought was a saving face tactic hahahahahah. but anw, it was hilarious. =)


recently i've been seeing hip aunties everywhere. the most coolest one was Auntie Catherine who was at St James when we went there and she was dancing on stage with a bunch of young women. becca and xinyi even when to join her. uber cool =)


i dont think at that age i would be half as cool and easy with myself. it takes guts man. and i salute these aunties for not succumbing to social stereotypes of how they should be. aunties who break the supposed rules should have no fear, but be proud of what they're doing. there's really no limits.

but if i were to go dancing on stage at 60, ppl will just think i am a lecher la.hahaha!

I was lucky, yet unlucky enough to be in the VIP session. that area was filled with ppl fr SINGTEL, the organisers for this event. they were there just to be there. these peeps werent even fans and they're just standing there blocking my view. i was standing in between 2 women, one of which just arrive. Yellow started talkin to Black, with me in between. so i kindly moved a step back thinking they just have a few lines to say to each other and i can have my spot back. the next thing i know Yellow bitch moved into my spot and just stood right in front of me, leaving me to smell her hair. i was fumin at these corporate bitches who cant even sing a line of his songs, yet was talkin and sms-ing nonstop even when he is singing, saying nonsense stuff like "i dun mind even if he is 21 yrs old", then break into laughter. WA LAU. cannot stand it. i know i sound damn mean, but i dun like corporate bitches like these la. they ruin the image of supposed smart intelligent women who have more in mind than just making money and looking pretty in corporate wear. they come close to being an ugly Singaporean, go there see see onli. everytime the people on stage play some games, surely one person would ask : what prize ah? and someone wld reply "phone lor, from us". without fail! have some dignity man.

anw the showcase was great la. pity my cam sucks. 90% of the people can see his mole with their camera, and can record his performances from 1st to 100th song. my camera can onli see the metal pole la. sad. my eyes can see better la but nvm.



JAMMING RULES!

080808 - 祝, 生日快乐

王菲,

祝生日快乐

你快乐(所以我快乐)




PS, I love you.

Sesame Street

I am sure I am not the only one who havent watch Sesame Street in years. The last time I caught an episode was probably when my mum was still a babysitter a few years back. I would force the kids to watch Sesame Street but they have short attention span and more often than not are always more interested in other shows. hahaa.

While reading EW I found out that Elmo actually dueted with Alicia Keys, Chris Brown, and even Andrea Bocelli! So while youtubing, these two caught my attention.


Norah Jones' version of "Dont know 'Y'"
this is quite funny and sweet. hahhaa.



and on Aug 11 2008, the episode will feature FEIST!! singing, wat else, but 1234.
this is a sneak peak and it's quite funny as well.



both vids may be deemed 'lame' by adults, but they're actually very sweet and innocent. if it doesnt put just a tiny smile on ya face, u're prob in danger of being too serious. lighten up. =)

Fear

"and you know the thing about chaos; it's fear."

"Madness is like gravity. All you need is a little push."

I caught The Dark Kinght for a second time today with xin,jenni,belle, and QJ(whom also caught it with me the first time round). I never go to the same movie for more than once. The last time, and first ever, I did so, if I remember correctly, was for Titanic. I cant remember if I caught the first time on dvd or in the theatres, but the fact was I sat through the 3 hr weeper twice, and both times my eyes got watery.

I read this forum a few weeks back, and they were polling if they would go see the Dark Knight tiwce, or more, and asked what were the movies that kept them going back to theatres. pirates 3, spiderman 3, titanic, star wars 1 thru 6, LOTR, etc etc. I thought to myself that I oughta show some love for the movie and pay Heath Ledger my last respects. This is the least a fan could do for a great performance, and second time round is still great.

I caught up on the missed dialogue from the first screenin. GV VIVO's 10 row theatre 2 has a boomin sound system that at times felt a tad too loud, but the screen was right in my face, widespread. I could hear every moan and groan and even noise that was comin out of the movie set's next door, and feel att the vibrations in my jeans and seat. Second time round was more of an appreciation for the script, though the action sequences, acting, and special effects also left me at awe again. Some scare tactics still got to me, even though i knew it was gonna happen. I could marvel at the Hans Zimmer score better now, and cringe everytime Heath rows his eyes or lick his lips. The movie also felt more well-paced, as the first time was quite hectic (i thought some parts were a tad choppy though).

The Dark Knight is still the number 1 film in the US, with a current to-date domestic box office gross of approx $400 million. Staying at number 1 for 3 consecutive weeks (even keepin Mummy 3 at number 2)and breakin all sorts of records with its opening weekend/2-day gross or whatever drew speculations that it will surpass the $600 million domestic gross by all-time top grosser Titanic.well, at least come close. Titanic was a slow-burn that stayed at number 1 for 15 straight weeks, fueled by the Oscars, leo leo leo, word-of-mouth, etc etc. the other camp suspects that while Dark Knight might come close, it will never surpass the legendary run that Titanic achieved, or even come close. They speculate that it will only create s string of imitations, of comic-adaptations that are darker, more ambitious, and more daring.

But really. what keeps people goin back is just the very basic fact that it's a great movie. Ong Sor Fen should be shot for giving it a half-star short of 4. i hate reviewers who give a 5-star rating. that almost always comes with biasness. mayb my rating scale is too stuck on Rolling Stone's rating scale, whereby a 5-star is deemed a Classic, a 4-star Excellent. The Dark Knight definitely deserved more than the 3.5 that it got. that's like callin the Beatles average!

more Death Cab

Most people probably got to know of Death Cab for Cutie through this song, which is being played on local radio stations. Listen to the lyrics, because this is a tragic song about death and friendship.

I Will Follow You Into the Dark




For me, I discovered DCFC after listening to the Grammy Nominees 2006 or 2007 album. They were nominated for Best Alternative album for "Plans", and "Soul Meets Body" was the song in the compilation. I know i know, not exactly the most indie-cool way to discover an indie band, but good music is good music, whatever your means of attainin it. what matters is your appreciation and support for it. I remember hearing this song like a breath of fresh air in that entire album; so haunting and so poetic. i got the album soon after and it didnt disappoint. i was a fan from then on. this song remains one of my all-time favourites, along with Fiona Apple's "Across the Universe" and Bjork's "Joga".

Soul Meets Body
"a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere"

funny

watchin Ms South Carolina's vid alone seemed. . . scary. In a way it is equally tragic that someone could speak so badly. After reading the works of a 12yr old a few days back, and seeing this again after being reminded, i fear for the standard of English for Americans.

Not that my standards are high either.

Anyways, watching Jimmy Kimmel disect her speech was hilarious. it brought a whole new perpective to the "huh?!?!? what?!?!" video. hahaha.

I Will Possess Your Heart

Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Possess Your Heart


how i wish you could see the potential
the potential of you and me
it's like a book elegantly bound
but in a language that you can't read just yet
you gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love, i will possess your heart

there are days when outside your window,
i see my reflection as i slowly pass
and i long for this mirrored perspective,
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
you gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love, i will possess your heart

i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart

you reject my advances and desperate pleas
i won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily

you gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love, i will possess your heart

i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart






i absolutely adore Death Cab's new album Narrow Stairs. This song has a damn long intro of approx 4 mins, but the slow haul is worth the wait. i love it. watch the vid and see if u can last through it. i'm absolutely devastated that i cannot go to their gig (thou i am confirm goin to Sandy lam's). wld love to see them under Esplanade's loving lights and what they would do. sighhh.


anw, i tried to upload this song to my blog but geocities is crap shit. FYI, again, if u dun like the song tt is playin now on the blog, pls press the STOP button on ya window.

but dun u think this Chet Lam song is timeless?!