Monday, January 28, 2008

its my day

This may sound silly, but i sorta knew this yr's celebration was gonna be great when Katharine Heigl became the 28th bride in the movie "27 DRESSES" (which i caught with Eugene and fairoz on 26th), and when coincidentally i sat on table 28 while at Thai Express having dinner with CH, mel, Boo on 27th.

my celebration sorta started on 23rd when me, haz, quin caught The Kite Runner before celebrating it at NYDC with shu and marcus' addition.
the joke of the day: "jack helped u off the horse. will u help jack off the horse?"
courtesy of Marcus. hahah. and the scandelous couple treated us to Boo Boo.




then i met up with Eugene and Fairoz after a 1 yr hiatus. that 2 ass went Bk without tellin me. and its always nice to catch up with them cos they're hilarious =)




then on 27th the army dudes sprang me a surprise with a guitar! and i have Justin and Mel C to thank. i know u 2 are reading this. thanks guys for the huge surprise. it's one of the best presents i've received in my life. HOW DO I TOP TT MAN. awesome. it was the longest shock i had when receiving a present. thanks guyssss.

so we went ktv. and justin and Simon's shirts were so power i gotta take a pic.
emo chonghan

mel c

justin

simon

with boo

lai on the right

my new wife



then monday. WORK. sians.
had dinenr with Arthas and Guowei in the evening. the guys treated me to swensen and gave me a surprise with the bday cake. and if i'm not wrong, the table beside was also celebratin a birthday, and i think i saw nat ho fr project superstar.






after that its me and aiwei's celebration at her place. sumptuous food! endless dumplings! spicy spag! yes i do love them all lorr. even thou they're not SELF-MADE dumplings or first-grade spag sauce. hahahahahah. and bec's fried tofu/potato rox. =)
and they got me a shaver! ahhahaha. and jenni made me this really coOl wishlist "barfday sarplise" book tt really surprised me. hahah. thanks tall one for the sweet value-addedness. =)=)=)



tallone's self made barfday sarplise list =)




"dumplings rock". literally. hahahahaha



this yr i wasnt really in the mood to celebrate my birthday. nothing went wrong, but i just felt like January went by so fast that my bday came by as fast as it went away. i'm not sure if its the wishlist i had or wat, but in a way, i felt embarrassed at all the extravagance. when zif wanted to spring me a surprise in sch with my fellow ex-co (but cldnt cos i hav no lessons and i had dinner plans), i felt embarrassed cos the others dun rcv the same treatment. when jen and co wanted to get me a guitar initially and even went as far as sourcing for the shop and visiting it, i felt touched and felt that they shldnt have. when mel and justin booked the ktv and the rest just left like flies, me as an organiser understand how it feels when ppl dun pay up their share of the present and leave early to spoil the fun and my ehart goes out to them(mel, get those money back!). when Art spent his meagre allowance on an extravagant meal, i felt a pinch in my heart as well(thou i'll be treating him back, but he sldnt have). belle said something tt really made sense yesterday. as you grow older, u start to filter ya friends. i'm glad tt thruout the past few yrs, i've managed to see who are the ones that truely stay, and who are the ones who love me despite my imperfections. to all those who've made 28th a blast, thank you for being part of it, and for creating one of the first best memories of 2008.

frens forever, love you deep deep.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

The Dark Knight



best thing i've seen all day. 27 Dresses comes a close second. Heath, Bale, and Maggie Gyllenhael(beats katie holmes hands down down). Thou i somehow wished the trailer was more disturbing, this was quite exciting as well. i cant wait to catch Heath's tortured rendition of The Joker.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Heath Ledger




what happens when potential dies?

i was utterly shocked when Quin told me tt Heath Ledger passed away today. I was so looking forward to seeing his performance in I'm Not There and as the new Joker in The Dark Knight, the new Batman sequel.

for those who dunno him, he's starred in 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU, THE PATRIOT, and A Knight's Tale.

What a waste. In many ways, this might be our modern-James-Dean, when it takes death for the rest of us to truely appreciate his past and future yet-to-be-released works.

My heart goes out to the family and his children. and mourning fans all over the globe.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Eason

Eason is one of the best singers in the Chinuese music industry IMO. this song is darn hard to sing but he made it look soooo easy. and i love this song so much so i'm posting two vids of the same song. but its a lil different.



and i love this song nowwwwwww.





"全新主打歌“夕阳无限好”,则由 Eric Kwok 创作,歌词讲述 Eason 当了父亲及转会后的心境及想法,其中他觉得夕阳黄昏才是新一天的序幕,人要向前望,才有更多更想做的事情,因此凡事亦会看得长远些。"

缠绵著青葱的山丘 转眼变蚁丘
这个刹那宇宙 拒绝永久
世事无常还是未看够 还未看透
多好玩的东西 早晚会放低
从前并肩的好兄弟 可会撑到底
爱侣爱到一个地步 便另觅安慰
枉当初苦苦送礼 最艳的花卉 
最後化烂泥
夕阳无限好 天色已黄昏
本想去凭爱 去换最灿烂一生
想不到长吻 带来更永恒伤感
夕阳无限好 却是近黄昏
高峰的快感 刹那失憾
风花雪月不肯等人 要献便献吻
多风光的海岛 一秒变废土
长存在心底的倾慕 可会够细数
每秒每晚彷似大盗
偷走的青春一天天变老
只可追忆到 想追追不到
夕阳无限好 天色已黄昏
本想去凭爱 去换最灿烂一生
想不到长吻 带来更永恒伤感
夕阳无限好 却是近黄昏
高峰的快感 刹那失陷
风花雪月不肯等人 要献便献吻
好风景多的是 夕阳平常事
然而每天眼见的 永远不相似

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Life's creative Circle

been reading a book called IT'S NOT HOW GOOD YOU ARE, IT'S HOW GOOD YOU WANT TO BE by Paul Arden. it's a present from last year by Zhen Shen and Darren. this is something from it, which i find to be very true.


0 - 1 Nothing
1 - 3 Minimalism
3 - 5 Fantasy
5 - 10 The beginning of copying
10 - 15 Art becomes grown up
15 - 20 A need to change the world
20 - 25 Beginnings of political awareness
25 - 30 Maturity
30 - 40 Hell bent on success
40 - 45 Repeating success
45 - 50 Trying to keep up with the 25-year-olds
50 THE WATERSHED
50 - 60 Reinventing yourself
60 - 75 A gentle decline into senility
75 - 85 Youth regained
85 - 100 Inhibitions lost. Don't give a damn. ME, ME, ME.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

dear friend

reading a friend's blog entry made me realise how trivial my life has been.

he did not party alot, nor did he save the cheerleader or the world, but in my mind, he's lived an eventful life more so than anyone i've seen so far.

This friend of mine, i cant say we go way back. i chanced upon his blog many years ago, with such intriguing writing. it wasnt daily updates about what he did or who he went out with. some entries were pretty much book reviews and short quotes, but i remember reading it with much admiration for his depth of reading and thought.

As years pass, he came back from overseas and we met. and though we didnt meet up often, he's become one of the few ppl that inspires me to do better. to write as well as him, in a way that is so simple, so clear yet so poetic. he didnt need complex sentence structure, nor fanatstic vocabulary, but it was all there. what he needed to convey, it was all there with such fluidity. i was inspired to read as many books as him, but pity it's something i've yet to achieve. and reading his summary of the year past made me realise tt wisdom and maturity didnt come easy for him, and at 22, he's led a life far more complex and difficult for perhaps anyone of us to truely comprehend.

and that questioned my existance.

i now realise that the silence between us has become something that is comfortable in itself. our train-ride home once, just listening to classical music on his ipod, was so quiet it made me awkward. but now i appreciate it. of cos he was not without his flaws. and thou it's a inevitable pity we rarely keep in touch nowadays, i'm glad that reading from afar still keeps me in perspective and inspires me. this silence still has a purpose.

if only he knew, how much i missed him.
this is the year i live better.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

wishin, and hopin, and prayin, and ...

i know what i want for my birthday this year alreadyyyyyy....

an air ticket to Hong Kong and a concert ticket to catch Chet Lam Live in HK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WA LAU I FEEL SO SAD I CANT BE THERE. shit man.
nvm. Faye's comeback. i'll surely be there at the HK Coliseum.

=(=(=(

anyways, this yr i decided to be a lil shameless and post my wishlist here.(thou i always love a good surprise, tt's whay i nv do any of these). but ehre goes. oh. those who've been dyin to get me a wallet, sorri its taken. hahaha.

- a shaver
- the Office season 3 box set
- a pair of sneakers
- a big-buckle belt
- Justin Che Tian's HK "One Good Show" concert DVD *dun buy fr HMV pls)
- a guitar
- a guitar self help book
- a good life changing book
- an external hard-drive with HUGE capacity
- dinner at a nice place i've never been before
- a surprise
- Faye Wong CD box set available at Chinatown
- a cardigan
- tee shirts
- justin che tian's first album HK version
- Cat Powers' The Covers Album
- Cat Powers' new album JUKEBOX
- Eason Chan's Get A Life DVD concert

kkkkkk shameless but i dun care! hahahahaha. have an easy shopping experience. =)

Monday, January 07, 2008

movies movies movies


this two weeks of january have been, i know it sounds like a deja vu, lots of fun. I mean, i've blogged about this in the previous entry, rite? but here i am at it again. basically this is gonna be a movie review entry, cos i've watched tons alrdy this yr. ahhahahahaha. i watched 4 movies this past 2 weeks:
- Elizabeth: The Golden Age
- AVP 2
- The Darjeeling Limited
- Michael Clayton

Elizabeth: The Golden Age. I cant help but compare this movie to Helen Mirren much-raved HBO mini-series in the way both actresses tackled the role. Cate is known to be great in every role she's in, and this is no exception. Many critics have said that she's the saving grace in this movie, as the director takes a different approach to how he tackled the first movie that garnered 7 Oscar nominations and made Cate known to the acting world. of course, Cate eventually lost to that Gywneth Paltrow from damn Shakespeare In Love, which many thought have been one of the biggest upsets in that category. But if i'm not wrong, it being the year of much political dispute, they needed a light-hearted best Actress winner.
back to Helen. Helen played two queens last yr to much critical acclaim. Her Elizabeth I was tormented with affairs of the heart, and of state politics. Cate, however, was depicted as a women dealing with ageing and how she is unable to trust anyone. Helen played the role with much gusto, at times feeble and weak but always in control. Cate went for the dramatic pauses and it was a thoughtful performance, with the nervous tapping of her fingers and those veins on her neck showing during points of anger. Cate's portral is strong, but what failed the movie, i thought, was the quality of writing. Helen was given so much quotable lines. The script was filled with Englishmen nuances and wit. Cate's movie had hints of it, but when it comes to quotability, and that common scene in which the Queen gives a speech to her army who's about to fight with the Spanish, Helen totally nailed it, while Cate looked like she was tryin hard to control her horse.

but Cate is cate is one of my fav actresses after Nicole. =) i love how the two movie shifts in perspective from a woman's coming-of-age to a woman trying to grapple with the realities of age. it makes it full-circle, and the title refers to both a personal and state's Golden Age.


AVP2. i was tricked into believing that AVP2 would be way better than AVP 1, given how the trailer deceptively made it look like a drama about a town, then a slasher flick, then whoala an alien flick. From the townsfolk-laden trailer i thought there's gonna be some huge drama and character development. instead, it's worse than the first (thou i always get cheap thrills from huge woofer sound effects and get scared). the first had some mythology goin on. this one felt truely like a bad B-grade insect/experiment-gone-wrong monster flick (despite the A+ trailer). you know, its bad when i say its a monster flick. it's like one of those late night movies bout locusts or rats or bugs that wana take over the human race. and an alien hybrid in the sewers?! like how typical B-grade is that?!!?!? why does EVERY CREATURE in a b-flick have to go to the sewers?! so in the end, it became something like the recent Rob Zombie Halloween remake or b-flick: face-hugging alien, face-hugging alien, kill kill dominate town, aplomb. end. and it was so dark i cant see the hybrid's features. BAD.

which is TRUELY disappointing. u're gonna think it's ridiculous, but the alien character was one of my most terrified monsters growing up. even till now, i still get a lil freaked out sometimes. i'd throw the garbage and imagine what i'd do if an alien pops by and enters my house faster than me. i'd think of places i can hide if the world gets taken over by aliens, and what food i'd bring with me. heck, i even had a nightmare once about them! growing up, IT and Freddy Kreuger (which i always thought was under my bed and wld send his "fingers" up my bed and kill me like Johnny Depp in the first movie) were my inner demons. Kudos to Ridley Scott and James Cameron for the first two movies for tormenting my childhood. but the AVP franchise sucks.


The Darjeeling Limited. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE. my friend fell asleep while watching thou. such a waste ppl dun appreciate oddball comedies. i love Wes Anderson. like how George Clooney and Steven Soderbergh are now inseparable in movie credits, Anjelica Huston and Bill Murray have appeared in Wes' last 2 films: The Royal Tenenbaums and The Life Aquatic. The cinemathography was beautiful, with a huge amount of turqoise and yellow. The camera works were a lil Bollywood inspired, with that afar landscape shot that zooms in on individual actions. then there's Wes' typical screen shots which lingers.

the movie is about 3 brother's journey to India to look for their mum who became a nun. two of the brothers were fooled into believing it was a journey of self-discovery and bonding, which in the end, it ended up becoming just that. it's a road trip movie and Wes and Jason Schwartzman did went on such a trip to come up with story lines for the movie. its not the typical laugh-out-loud comedy with slapsticks. Wes' films are filled with oddball characters whose antics make them funny. the india worldview was breath-takin and makes you wana be there, thou of course it's only a fragmented representation of the country everyone imagined to be crowded and filthy. but of cos, India is not without its beauty, and i'm glad it's brought forward in this movie and its soundtrack.



Michael Clayton. many critics have deem this movie as the one that would get George Clooney nominated for Best Actor. i see how it works: put an actor in a serious lead role that is powerful and every frame has him in it, punch in some lines he would say in real life, some drama, and bam. everybody loves george. even myself i've come to realise, thou i initially denied the hype. but george has this everybody's-man quality that is so appealing. i still didnt get the sexy part thou. but in this film, the role was made for him. i could imagine him saying those lines in real life. thou dramatically, there's not much breakthrough (and i am not one of those who will lobby for his win), it's still a good performance. the movie gets draggy in the middle, but the front and ending was good. i love how it started off with the middle, the went back four days earlier to reclaim the events that led to it. the horse-epiphany was reminiscent of Helen Mirren's scene in The Queen, but i thought it was a great scene ( and u'd have to pay attention to understand that scene). wont recommend it for those who gets bored easily thou. and there's no laughs. so its some serious shit for George diehards.

whoaaaa. a long entry. i'll blog about my resolutions next time. ahhahahaha

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

threshold.

rest days are supposed to be peaceful and relaxing. instead, i got into a heated argument with my mum, and my sis is blasting the tv with her f. annoyin Taiwan drama. my mum is always having assumptions about what i do and thinks that i'm still a kid. yes i know, all parents think we are. but mine thinks tt i am a stupid brainless kid who doesnt think for himself and has no sense of the situation or motivation. i like them better when they're asleep. i get more peace.

the past 2 weeks were very celebratory. annual movie marathon/vj's farewell/jenni's bday countdown party at szechao's place on 29th was so much fun. i've never laughed louder and more painfully this yr. what a closer. it's all joanna's fault. she had me in stitches while we're playin charades.

joanna


jenni with xin's self-made oreo cheesecake


charades team version 1



Kung! bushmen

Kitchen gossippers







then on new yr's eve, i realise i'm suffering from the "alumni withdrawal symptoms", and wanted to celebrate the countdown with a group of ppl this yr. i didnt wana spend a celebration alone at home, watchin adrian pang/gurmit singh havin fun while tidyin up my bedroom. so we went to settlers cafe. aiwei,xin,vj,susan,jenni,bee,junwei, cheryl,art. aiwei got soaked TWICE, and we all deduced tt she's gonna be rich this yr. then we checked out ALL the ktvs in chinatown before deciding its too expensive and we all just chilled to beer at a bar beside the "river". me xin aiwei chatted till 4.30 while waiting for aiwei's face to decolourise. it was a aneh-free (almost), yet lively celebration.

i love these people more and more. i miss it. love love love.

2007 didnt close with a bang as i had wanted. the yr in hindsight felt rushed, and i didnt accomplish alot as far as i'm concerned. (so i made up for it with some shopping. Into The Wild and Radiohead's new album, and some 2nd hand cds). first day of 2008 and it didnt start off well either. am i expecting too much out of myself? or am i underachieving? 2008, you shall be the one i'm waiting for.

instead of sleep
i watched u
i tried to find traces
yet i realise
what i need
is to find another you.