Ewa is missing/ having a craving for auntie Jenny's Sweet Secrets scones.
We celebrated Aunt Jen's bday today, but i didnt take any pics cos i forgot to buy batteries for my cam.
MR 06 is closing in and i feels crushed by a lot of work.
i wonder if it'd turn out great. but i SO want it to.
will be having x-co gatherin tml, finally all 8 present. den ch's bday dinner. den mj supper. jam packed man.
like how exciting rite.
Clara's enthusiasm is rubbin off me perhaps. haha.
but i'm dun feel so excited at all.
i'm feeling more and more nonchalent towards the things i cant change. more so for those i cant even see or touch. and i cant even feel. pangs of ...tidal...numbness.
where's my idealism?
i miss this song.

Artist:Sheryl Crow
Album:Tuesday Night Music Club
Title:I Shall Believe

Come to me now

And lay your hands over me

Even if it's a lie

Say it will be alright

And I shall believe

I'm broken in two

And I know you're on to me

That I only come home

When I'm so all alone

But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way

You think it ought to be

It seems like every time I try to make it right

It all comes down on me

Please say honestly you won't give up on me

And I shall believe

Open the door
show me your face tonight

I know it's true

No one heals me like you

And you hold the key

Never again would I turn away from you

I'm so heavy tonight

But your love is alright

And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way

You think it ought to be

It seems like every time I try to make it right

It all comes down on me

Please say honestly

You won't give up on me

And I shall believe

I shall believe

And I shall believe