in between

i have not written, or visited this blog in months. everytime i return to this little corner, i'm always surprised at what i have written or quoted, and how i was so much more mature back then. maybe it's to do with the moments that i'm writing - mostly weak and vulnerable ones.

in between, i've fallen in and out of love; learnt more about myself; felt bliss; almost could see forever.

in between, i've also lost sight of myself.

i'm in repair. it's longer than what i've expected. i wamt to say i'm grieving, but i know there's greater pain out there, and mine is incomparable.

i miss you. if only you knew.